yay. no more mt for LIFE.

i can officially proclaim myself as ANTI-tamil.

wooh!

someone teach me chinese!!!

dun try and teach me by speaking in fluent mandarin for 20 whole mins and expect me to understand. cos tt's not teaching!! haha. ohwells. it was fun while it lasted. but DON'T TRY THAT AGAIN! haha.

i want to fix a 1000piece jigsaw in one day.

i want to learn the electric and piano.

i feel like go-karting.

bring me to play paintball.

i want to have an x-box sleepover thingy.

i need to shop (altho i dun fancy it).

i need to fill my sketch book with proper stuff and not lousy doodles.

i need to go running.

i miss after-service 'rituals'.

i want to pass my grade 6!

i miss mr lee.

i miss hanwei. (:

i love amanda..

i love ann.

i wanna go for a chocolate buffet.

excuse me for my rubbish. but there's no guarantee i'll stop here.

it's the last few days of school!

lijuan date on THURSDAY.

BOWLING ON FRIDAYY!!

i just need to get out of my house.

AIRRRRPOOORRTT!!!

Haha let me see…when was the last time I went there?

A LOONNGG TIME AGO.

So well I was back. There. That’s where (I think) I had my most wonderful childhood memories…lol.

No..i’m not deprived. It’s just fun..before they renovated it..with all the playgrounds and ice cream shops and so much other fun stuff..
Too bad they’re all gone now. BUT STILL!!! It’s niice.

Had an okay day at school.
‘A’s on MONDAY.
OP exam thingy on THURSDAY.

So headed down to airport aft sch. With the silly GINORMOUS STYRAFOAM BALL in my hands. What a doofus I probably appeared to be..but whatever. Let them think whatever they want. HAH.

Ate at swensens. Not a good option though. Cos of the BAD SERVICE. And the 10++% tax we have to pay on top of what we ate. Hmph! We were soooo close to telling them we din want to pay the service tax. HAHA. TOO BAD!!

So here’s what I ate.

I have no idea what it’s called. But I was super full although I think I really wasn’t. and I took another gloriously long time to finish it – 47 mins.
Haha!!


So then we had earthquake…

stop. I know I look spastic. Don’t comment.pls

we ordered the super nice flavours..but only that the melted whipped cream totally spoilt my butterscotch flavour. Hmph. Still…we ate..and I froze. Total time taken : 2hours?? Yup. It’s true. Woooooh!

So then..went jalan-ing..around the whole place…
and OH MY GOODNESS THERE WAS THIS SUPERLY LOONNGG LINE OF INDIANS WAITING FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT AND ANN MADE ME WALK PAST THEM LIKE 4 TIMES!!!!!! PHOBIA. TRAUMA. HELP. ): I HATE GETTING WEIRD STARES FROM PPL LIKE THEM. HAIR STAND. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY’RE THINKING. It’s scaryyy!!!!!!! )’:

anyways…haha we got away from them eventually and went to viewing gallery where they was one weirdo guy who started talking to us out of nowhere..riight. weird. Ok. Nvm. WAALLK AWWAY!



So we got bored and took more pictures.

the background’s pretty .so’s the ball. Ignore the person in the middle.

what goes up…stays there in a picture.

dun ask me what.

thank God for self-timers.

In short. AWESOME DAY!

Saw this somewhere: All horny ppl are Indian??
NOT TRUE!! Hmmph! sorry. i think indian ppl in general (besides my friends in sch) are SCARY.

Current favs : Everything – Michael buble.
Only you – Tree63

STUCK

okays. so i'm kinda stuck now.
the silly poly called me back.
there's no dec intake.
i got to wait till the JAE admissions thing next year which is like a million years from now.
and it's like i'll be second priority for them.
so i can't withdraw from this silly jaysee now.
stuck with stinking pw.
stuck with tamil 'A's
and left to wait till next year.
no choice but to tell them i'll retain and be in ARTS this time.
so once application goes through..i'll withdraw.
how stuck am i?

[and i think blogger has a major problem in publishing what i type. cos it either never gets published. or the date's mixed up. today's MONDAY!!!]

HEH. WHAT A WEEK MAN. WHAT A WEEK.



wed - WR. 1 hour of sleep.

thurs - WR. NO SLEEP

fri - birthday. chiong WR day. ended up totally disgustingly. but i slept at 10! wooh!

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mummy says i need to enrol into the 'how to be evil - 101' class.

she says i'm too nice to everyone.

that's like nonsense. come on....agree with me! it's nonsense!

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i have learnt that it's seriously the people close to u who hurt u the most. it's really sad when u come to think about it.

but then again. I thank God i still have Him. (:

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found this super cute comic. (:

so anyways, my weekend was great. (: it's been a LONG time since i've told anyone that. but ya. it was nice. i thoroughly enjoyed cell. the presence of God was so real and it was there that He really broke me and showed me something new of Himself. (: ahh..i love Him so much. (:

cell had steamboat after that at Tim's house....but then as always i had to leave early again...so i couldn't eat the nice chinese food. haha.

so after cell i left for HARI RAYA VISTING. can u beat that? i mean..me..going for raya visiting...haha. joke. but no.. i have a muslim cousin and niece and grand aunts and the list goes..haha..i dreaded the thought of gg cos i thought usually malay house is like darn packed..like last year..all the noisy kids running around like some wild party thing..but this year..i guess my cousin was wiser and decided to let his wife's BIG family to come in the afternoon and his SMALL family come at night. haha. which was a SUPER GOOD IDEA. more bonding la. cos it was like only 15 plus ppl..then ya. ooh my niece is such a darling! (:

was talking to my uncle about church and stuff..and it was only then that i realised how much his church is going through..so i was like sitting there..giving him 'advice', so to speak..on youth outreach activites and service stuff and all.. (: was pretty cool. and he was so proud of me when i told him that i at times lead worship in cell and all..haha he's some major worship leader at his church. like poor him..he plays for like 3 straight services..oops.

but somehow the food at cousin's house was nice yet not nice. cos ME, i can't take chilli. and practically every dish there had majorly huge amounts of chilli in them. so poor me. lol. i mean i can't say i won't eat anything there cos i'm so-called allergic to chilli. i'll make poor great grand aunty sad. so i obliged and ATE. came home...my stomach was like burning. but still okay la. then sunday was TRAUMATIC. )))': the loo was like my second home for the day.. i almost died waiting for the bus gome ytd..stupid stomach was cramping cos of the acid thing..argh.darn pain. but now it kind of got better. not fully though. praying. (: hais. chilli. WHY!

so i relieved my ice-cream/gelato craving yesterday. ((: NICE. raspberry and darkchoc.was super good i tell u. haha. and well __ kind of gave me new 'revelation' of smthing last night..that really made me think..ALOT. i'm wondering if i really did/am still making it hard for _. i'm sorry if i am. but i dunno what i can possibly do. thanks for being nice all this while tho. (:

sch hol today. but it's still PW-marathon.haha.

current fav song: make me wanna - BLUE

it's kinda old. and okay it's kinda dumb...but oh wells. maybe i'm not that rational afterall.

[ if only the time spent yesterday could be now.

cos i know i how i feel now. (: ]

i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try and i try...but i suck at it.

u know sometimes i really don't understand why people have this mindset that i don't put in effort. like hello? do i need to go publicize my studying habits? my schedule?? i think it's rather shallow the way some humans make conclusions.
and so, i don't need to cry in front of people..or go tell the world what i do behind my room door just to tell them what's going on right? i'm sorry but that's not how it works with me.
i'm pretty much the biggest loser..with 4 fat Us...but i know i did my best..and if my best just isn't good enough..then...so be it.

Good for you if you've never ever seen me explode at someone (seriously. u don't want to know.)...good for you if you've never seen the major emo side of me(cos it really isn't nice).
so far i think you've only known the majorly tired or smiley me...

i was fine with all the ____ hoo hah thing. i knew where i stood. what i had to do. what was to come. yet some things have to happen just to burst my little bubble. so what do i do when everyone's all ____ and i seriously dunno how to react. and it'll look pretty weird..as if i don't care or something. but that's not it. i do care. but haiya...... it just feels like crap.

i still don't understand how i could break it with a smile on with all the cracks inside.
u have no idea how major a role words play.

i pray my rainbow shows through soon.
(:



[i'm bad at psychoing myself]

Hip Hop Violin

super niiiccee~~
got inspired. lol. i miss lessons. i miss mr lee. hope he'll live a long long time so i can still learn from him.

i found this song as well..
by 4Him

[Measure of a Man]

it's not how tall u stand
how wealthy or intelligent you are
i found out the measure of a man
but God He knows and understands
it's what's in the heart
that defines the measure of a man (:

so i arrived home late late at night ytd with red aching feet.....raahs. thanks to daddy who passed down dunno-wad foot problem thing to me. can't stand for too long...and can't walk for too long either. for some reason..running is okay.

speaking of running...once sch ends..i'm gna start runnig regularly again. whether i die running, is another story altogether.. someone join me??

so about ytd.....silly open house event...

really blows me how ___ wanted us to elaborated design the ugly booth..which still eventually turned out only average-looking to me. simply cos...who in the right mind will fill the darn board with loads of info that the world isn't gonna read?? rraarhs. haha..and so much for making brochures and all.... like practically noone turned up..ha.

and during all of that..i went to hide when the house dances began.. hid in a nice spot where u could see everything but noone could see u.. ((:

in the end..my triton one..but not that i care..cos i don't have a part in their victory...

and so much for 2nd attendance-taking..cos there was none!!! lol. could have gone home earlier..rah!made me do the silly mass dance..looked like a major goon cos i was doing the opposite side from everyone else...super loserfied. LOL.

apart from all those crap....emjay principal..super sportingly got dunked!!

how nice is that?

~she's sitting there.ready.

~and she's all wet now!!

and today....from all the unhealthy munching of ytd and te lack of water...i have got the ugly sore throat. so i stayed home today. ):

i found out today from my mum..that last night...i was totally zombified. i fell asleep in my room with all the lights and radio running...so she woke me up to switch them all off. after giving me the instructions...she walk away..and returned 15mins later to find me still standing at my room door wide-eyed. freaky. i was sleeping standing up..with my eyes wide open. somehow mummy got me back into bed..and i had no clue of all that happened until she told me today.

haha. so if u ever catch me doing weird stuff late at night..maybe i might be doing it subconsciously. scary.

okay so today...suddenly had the mood to cook dinner again...i think i caught it from sasha, the crazy chef-wannabe. haha.

so well..she cooked the pasta with sauce thingy..

i personally thing it looks rather gross...although it tasted fine.

and i made Quiche. dun ask why of all things that...it just came to me. it's like super simple i guess. (:but the crust turned out bad...i think too much salt added...haha.

oh..and i realised...sketching with my left hand turns out way better that when it's done with my right hand. really interesting. copy drawing..right hand better. free-style and with-the-flow kind of stuff..must use left hand..haha..cool right..ambidextrous!

~best tomato ever!

right..so i was bored...bear with me okay?

alrighties then...off to sleep..church tmr!! ((:

it's been a good start for the weekend, hope it stays that way.. (:

[when days feel like years..i want my great escape.]

hahas i had an extremely awesome time yesterday!! [:

right. four people walking down citylink wearing bright red shirts and acting weird. that was us.

we practically went all around town. tanah merah to city hall..then to dhoby gaut(is that how u spell it??)..to little india(fyi..i spent less than 5mins there okay!)..back to dhoby gaut..city hall..bugis..tampines..and back to tanah merah. haha.

MRT DAY!

haha.

lunched at FISH & CO. NICE!!!! except that they put too much butter on my fish..bleh. :S

~gloria & me [we look like singtel workers!!! :(( ]

took record time of 1+ hour to finish..haha..so we spent about 2-3 hrs there and went to eat yami yogurt...my first. haha. it was good!! go try go try!! haha

had traditional toilet time and guess what i saw there.....

~i love fish & co. balloon

so cute right??

haha.

and so..on e way back..guess who of all people on planet earth do i see? ______. WHY!

it was a super drama moment seriously. we din even say hi. lol. it was a keep-turning-back-to-see-the-person kind of thing. i felt so super weird..like just funny la..

i finally understand why people say....i don't want to see such&such cos it would be a weird moment. i totally understand why. i don't think i'd forget it. haha.

aahh.

right. so then chiong down to tm..to take neoprints...no, we're no immature..hmph. haha it was fun! yay. they turned out NICE!!! and pretty. haha.

and u know..i learnt one other thing..which i can't mention here..cos some ppl here are reading this crap. fool.
haha.

ohno.influenced. ):

anyways.

here's last month's finding:

technology makes us(or maybe just me) face-to-face-interaction-handicapped.

for some strange reason.

eat this!! tastes super good. super healthy too! ((: