this boredom is really getting to me.

this makes me seriously consider cramming my post-exam days with lots of activities. i certainly do not want to end up having nothing to do but count the number of stars there are on my ceiling! eew!

but dear KEET has it somewhat planned - badminton EVERYDAY! how cool is that! but my main worry is the money that i'm going to spend just on booking. such a waste. if only there were free courts. :) but no. can't find any. any ideas??

plus, she wants to go running too. i've got to find somemore people. or else it'll just be me and her for the rest of the hols. hah. but really..i've lost all the stuff i've gained from 2 years of track and 1 year of intensive pe led by ms poon. i'm all back to flab if i can say that. i guess av didn't do me much good except for teaching me how to operate that machine thing and set up equipment and stuff. lolz. i mean yes, it was fun. but it just isn't the same as going out in the sun and well...just running about. which gives me reason to consider joining one of these in future - soccer, touch rugby, climbing and the likes. i need to get back in shape.

that's gonna cost me something though. oh wells. nothing's free these days.

goodness i just realised how much i can't wait for Os to end. ha. it starts next week! another 10 days of papers and wa-la! free! haha.

i've been practically mugging latin/german/italian terms the whole of today in the hope of memorising at least half of the lot for tmr's paper. but no worried though..pretty sure i'll do ok for it. ;) it's only theory. how bad can it possibly be?

i can go for prom!!!!!!! silly me, i got the dates mixed up.
Exams end in 3 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!
can't wait.
theory exam on sat!! i'm sounding nuts. lol. full of exclamation marks. hah.
i totally miss sch. like sit at home..mug mug and just mug more is so darn boring. yea go out once in a while..but it's not the same la.
i would go back sch and study if i could..but i'm lazy to carry all my stuff there.
but anw..going back on fri for some tutorial thing with mr bio.
hopefully it's productive. usually he just talks crap. lol
for these few days..i guess my only source of entertainment or 'boredom-release' is just talking to ppl. lol. sounds crappy. ha. like i'm some deprived person or something. but No.i'm not. i just bore myself.
see even now 'm bored not knowing wad to say. haiyo. i better go la. got a match to catch! but no popcorn!! lol. i guess deepavali murukus can satisfy for now. toodles~

aaaaahhzz.

sooo super nice of them man!! ah. so sweet. totally din expect a surprise thingy.. so thank you all for being such wonderful cell-mates!

and to add to that..i din expect the gifts that i got:

thanks to: daddy - for getting me the latest winter ed swatch!
mummy - for that 3-part diamond(i think) necklace
sasha - for that cute beaded necklace thing
amelia - for tutu!! even though it's the imitation version of it. i still like it!
liuyan - for the PURPLE AND WHITE lollipop soap thing. the colours are fantastico!
and the rest of you guys..who bothered to come and cook stuff and
scare me and the deco and all..
btw...the cake was super nice too!!! thank God for crystal jade!

haha.hais. i feel so old. old. OLD. ha.

now to look forward to theory exam....can't wait. hope it'll be alright cos i spent so much time memorising the silly italian, german and french terms. but it's fun..haha. esp the composing part.anyhow write also sounds nice.heh. :)

i dun get it. i seriously dun get it!
somehow promises dun turn out the way they're imagined to be.
either they're fulfilled.
broken.
or left dangling.

and somehow i always end up with those that are left dangling.
it makes me mad how they keep saying' dunt we always give u wad u want and wad we promise' and i keep having to lie and say yes. i'd just be in big trouble if i said otherwise.

why don't they get it.

all i'm askin for is something that seriously gna help me in the super near future.

i think i know wad my main problem is - i dunno how to talk.

i guess like wad my parents say..i should just shut up and save myself.

but anw.... i've pretty much made my decisions ah..

ny arts or sci. hopefully even with arts still can get the scholarship la..if not next time must pay thru my nose man.

for now...i'm just gna chiong all the way and not regret like wad i did these past weeks. i'm gna make it. i'll even prove myself wrong. cos it's not me. it's God in me!

and wow. tmr is my DAY! yays. so exciting. har har. oh what the heck. hopefully i dun get bored. i dun actually want to age. so old eh, 16. so old. old. OLD. haha..

ok i know this isn't supposed to be one of my greatest concerns now but yah..

so sad. prom clashes with gemmy's! oh if only that day din only have 24hrs..i'd be at both!
i want to go for prom cos it's fun to like dress up and be with ur pals and all and get the last of the cedar momentos..of course not forgetting the millions of pics we'll take... but then..
a gen event can be just as good or even better. i've no idea what's the event plan for that day but i bet it'll be great (according to liuyan)...and of couse i want to go becoz..well, u know.
according to dearest adorie.. i should just not bother abt sch prom.
obviously, even if i dun ask darling hanwei...the answer'll be ' GO FOR PROM!'
aiya. i dunno ah. the worst part'll be going shopping for those events.ugh.

and know wad.. i guess i'll probably just go NYjc. i dun have a choice. i guess it's pretty ok =). anw, i heard their soccer team's not that bad! yays~ dunno why, this year i've got this liking for soccer..lolz. my parents find it hilarious that they, who can't stand soccer..have brought up a boyish..sports-maniac. haha. but it's FUN! i can't wait for next yr! if only i could literally jump over exam days of the calender and land on 17 Nov so that hols can start. like that's ever gna happen. XD

okok..gtta go back to mugging. i missed 3rd service. =( doesn't feel normal. like something's missing. hais.

oh man. so wad am i to say now? o.o

this is the most useless post ever.

1. i forgot to bring my phone to sch.
2. had stupid amath xtra lesson
3. have silly dinner to attend tonite

like argh. supposed to teach amanda some stuff..then can't cos got amaths! argh. then no phone can't contact anyone. then canteen no food cos stalls closed..only got junk. then come home.no food. eat mooncake. :) come back so late..still got dinner to attend to celebrate my cousin's and my bdae. and all the tchrs choose mon to pile us with work.dateline: tmr!
2 tamil compre. 2 amaths papers. emaths paper. waah.
and wad bdae celebration u talking about. wad so sweet about 16? nothing fantastic or anything wad. it's just another year older. it just means u're supposed to be smarter than before...but see..i'm NOT. i'm a lousy student in a good sch. going nowhere.
hey u..(if u know who i'm talking abt)..sry if i'd ever made fun of u and ur sch. cos know wad...i think i might just end up like you.. :(
and the haze. it's caught me. teary eyes sore throat headache and all.
and the bus ride back..wah the bus driver was like driving like the bus was crawling. the aircon so lousy and the whole bus smelt sour of ppl's sweat and cigarette breaths..ugh. it just made the headache worse.
running16. going nowhere. how?