haven't felt this way in years. it feels weird. not that i dislike school. oh man, i dunno why.
it's like this time around i'm like taking forever to get settled down. which is so not usual of me.
i guess i find it really weird cos..... mj ppl aren't very nice. sad to say that. but i suppose there are ppl who'll agree with me. but seriously... how can there be so many arrogant ppl bunched up in one sch? trying to comfort myself by saying high IQ ppl have low EQ. who knows how true that is. nvm.

had some 200min break today. we sneaked out of school. ok wait. no. we strolled out of sch in one big bunch of 16 at 9.45! waha. only allowed to leave sch at 12. but nvm. haha. went to TM to eat. then watched TMNT(also know as: teenage mutant ninja turtles)! lol. i mean yah. wad a movie to watch rite? but it was good! the effects were awesome! but the plot obviously was predictable. bad guys rule the town. heroes come. save the day. end of movie. LOL. that was it. but it's worth watching! as in really. haha. less than 1.5 hrs long anw. so we still had time to amble back to sch and stroll into LT for boring bio lecture.

econs lectures scare me.
1. the lecturer is a total ___
2. her planning of lecture is BAD
3. she'd walk up and down the LT stairs. pose a qn. and stick out the mic at one of those poor pitiable ppl who happen to have sat at the aisle-chairs.

and poor me. had no choice but sit at the front-row aisle-seat. it's the most suay place to sit ever. cos the first person she's stick the mic out to, would be me. and true enough.
and the qn was like so darn cheem. so i gave her this superly shocked why-in-the-world-do-u-have-to-choose-me kind of look and she gave me a simpler one. YES! i escaped the toughie. LOL. she's scary! and super lame too - 'can i flip the slide now?' like who flips slides???? haha ok nvm. i shall stop. i can't seem to trust her to be able to teach me well.

maths lecturer has a super nice accent! have no idea from which country. but it's nice! haha.

and MT. oh my goodness. 9 guys and 4 girls. we're all just gna die. me especially. cos...
1. i can't even rmb their names cos they're soooo long and complicated with millions of syllables..
2. i can hardly understand wad the teacher's saying cos her language is so profound. like every few sentences and the class asks her the meaning of some word she mentioned...LOL
3. i'm so not prepared to write esaays and essays and more essays..and speak more and more in tamil. cos i suck at it. and it's so malu-ating.

ok. the good thing is the girls are really nice. so we get along great.

i went mugging on sat! productive usage of time. effective studying. mugged from 10.30am to 1.30 at ECP Macs with ann before zone outing. felt good to be studying again. mugger shern!
after all that....went to buy furniture for my room!!!
whaha. all the sutff should be arriving in like half an hour from now... yay. so now my room reeks of paint. and it's all GREEN! and bright!! and so not me. LOL. just wanted it to be new and different. got a huge table! so i can be free to lay my stuff around. a huge! wardrobe to fill with new stuff!! hhaha. ok. excitement needs to die down.fast. can finally do QT without any inteferences.peace and quiet. yay.

haiya. i think i'm just gonna join guitar. save me the trouble of choosing. cos bowling is way to ex. not worth it for someone like me. lol. and drama.... mostly artsie people join..and i'm no artsie. rah. dunno la. just go with da flow'.

another slack day at sch tmr!!! only 1 proper lecture. free-ness.

school.
MJC. it truly lives up to it's name : Mugging Junior College.
madness.
O Day 1: learn 2 mass dances. played CSI Meridien. lame. but ok la. can't really rmb wad else we did. lol.
O day 2: learnt the couple dance. was nice. and not some lame crap like in srjc. haha. then we had MMM! lol. Mad Meridien Marathon. it's like this 7hour race across the city area. fun but super exhausting. never knew we could walk from clarke quay all the way to bugis. Triton all the way!!! haha. malu-ed ourselves at park view square. had to do chicken dance for game ICs..all 4 sides. so we did..and then we had to face the main road. and EVERYONE on the buses and in cars were like staring and laughing at us. ): in the end we can in like 2nd...so was still alright.
O day 3: WET AND WILD! it was wet. and was wild. and i got wet. but not wild. it's like station games. but it just involves water and more water. and like along the way you just get hosed down and bombed and stuff like that. and guess wad. cos of all that wet and dry stuff...i got sick. again. sore throat and fever. so i skipped the campfire at night. and in the end TRITON WON!!! we maintained the tradition. YES! haha.
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still down with bad throat. it's like once every month la this year. crap. no more screaming for me. still have no clue on wad cca to join. going for bowling trials on mon. heh. this past 2 days is just lecture marathons. the chem teacher is just pure mad. haven't even sit down yet and she starts lecturing. like wad! then bio. she crammed 4 lectures worth of info into 50 mins as revision of term 1. good thing i wasn't lost and i GOT IT!~ yay me. but i'm still lost for chem.
got lots and lots of catching up to do. millions of lectures to watch online. and tons of lecture and tut notes to print out and die reading. gonna start having mugging sessions soon. but when? and where? cos i can't stand studying at home anymore! irritating man.

haha. mj sch song is nice. it has impact. and it's highly singable(who cares if there's such a word).
the first line alr woah...- born of a vision to be the best. OH! know wad. ms lai got warning from MOE cos she retain too many ppl each year. so this year cannot retain so many!! yay! more chances of promotion! lol. like why am i even worrying...? argh. my sch skirt is like so darn long. even after i altered it. my cedar skirt was shorter than now. hais. nvm. i'll live with it and not complain anymore..

yay! tmr there's zone4 bowling tournament thingy at marine bowl! whaha! 4.3 gna beat all the rest flat!! cos we've got ann!! hopefully i add to the strikes and not to the gutterballs. actually to think about it..i dun get gutterballs. just that i dun get strikes or spares often either.

and then there's han's bbq thing tmr night. i wan to go but no green light yet. and if i go also can't eat the bbq stuff...cos it's just bad for my throat. so i really dunno. i still want to go blading tmr morning..or maybe go run at ECP..but dun wan go myself. at most if really can't then i'll go mugging. see..the mugger sch thing really gets to u after awhile. it's like after the first lecture ytd.u see the benches all full of ppl mugging. eeeeeeew. and hakim was one of them. then my whole class went up to him and shouted 'stop mugging'! lol. it was so funny!! whaha! and my class kind of made a commitment not to overmug and try to enjoy life and work hard at the same time... cos we din exactly want to have any nerds in the class....haha. we sound united. sure. but NO. we're split into 4. bimbo grp. ogl grp. follow-the-couple grp. and the remaining.
hais. i hope it'll work out. and oh yah! PW is darn boring la!! the topic is like so ugh. groundbreakers. something i seriously dun care much about. then there's entertainment. which isn't any better but still ok... and the lecturer is like soo....lame. he craked a joke. and no one responded. and then he said it was a joke and everyone laughed. lousy! haha and 've been late for sch like practically everyday. like run 3-4 steps into sch and the anthem plays. haha. only ytd when my dad drove me..i was like 5 mins early. i hate taking morning peak hour buses which are crammed with stinky ppl. gta get used to it.fast. but the good thing is i get to wake up later! yay. haha.

;looking forward to weekend!!!!!!!! cos i'm supposed to be free-er.

saturday......................another saturday.......................like every saturday, it's just a day for nagging. and it stinks! i haven't exactly been home this past whole week...much less done anything at home besides showering and sleeping. and i get nagged at for not doing ANY housework. rah. come back everyday at 11 plus plus.....and i just hit the bed. is it wrong for me to sleep in for just one more day before sch?! i'm tired. what can i do? it's not as if i sleep till 12, hello! 9! it's so early eh..and the nagging starts. !!!! it pissed me off. i'd rather sleep for an extra hour or two than end up sick with the flu for the rest of the week just cos my body's tired. why can't they see the logic!!!! why? ok forget the resting part. dishes. it's the lamest thing i've ever heard. quote - 'even if u din go to the kitchen u could have done the dishes.' now how lame is that. if i din go into the kitchen means i din go near the sink. if i din go near the sink means i din see what was in the sink! duh! and if i din see if there was anything there, how could i have washed anything? and all my logical truthful reasoning only turned me into a liar. i don't lie.
someone who constantly visits the fridge to find stuff to munch on, stops doing so for one day. just cos that sounds bogus..doesn't mean it isn't true..and it doesn't make the person a liar. yer. can't ppl not eat cos someone pissed them and their appetite off?
don't question my integrity. u'll regret it.
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anyways. bad morning aside. went out with ANN today!! she came in 4th for bowling nationals!! GO .. ANN!! haha. supposed to buy stuff for ______'s surprise. but __ spoilt our plan. so we just went out anyway. i din want to stay at home.
no cell = dun stay at home on a saturday afternoon!
ate Ben&Jerry's! sat at Ben's table. LOL
my oatmeal cookie crunch tasted heavenly!! *sticks out tongue*
intended to shop for bag and shoes....BUT. the mood for bag-buying slipped away after awhile cos all the super nice ones made me sad. ):
the Birkenstock shoe shop just cheats people of their money. it's twice the price at the shop than buying it online. my shoe was like $56 online and it was $129 at the shop! madness!
haha so we walked and walked so much. we walk into random shops. comment on merchandise. and run out. so evil i know.
in e end we bought each a new pair of pumps! lol. been eyeing it. but finally willing to pay for it. haha. i'll never make it shopping. cos my feet hurt bad now. i blame it on my leather sneakers. blisters. and just hurting feet. argh. haha. mummy said i had good taste! haha. like always. i do. *hees*
can't wait for monday!! sch!! at mjc!! got orientation!!!! know my class!!! haha. i'm all so excited now.
even for tmr's service!!! yay!! haha. can't wait to meet God again!! it's just never enough.
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oh yah! i forgot.
on thurs...so cool ah!
i heard angels singing.
super clear. super nice. super heavenly. lol
duh. haha
i couldn't help but sing along. join them. it was just so breathtaking, so majestic..
i was like just lying on my bed...close my eyes...just by hearing..i could almost see everything... ah...i wish it happened every night. i wish i could better still...see it. (:
not as if i haven't seen before..but once isn't satisfying. it's like i've seen the 'trail of HIS robe' like in all it's shining..shimmeriness. flowing in gold.. it's not enough. it's just not enough. i've seen the 'heart chambers'. i've seen lots of stuff...but there's still lots to go.
GOD I WANT MORE!
and yes..He is faithful. there hasn't been a starless night sky since the day i prayed for stars every night just to know that He loves me and will nver leave me. and there's always some. whether just one twinkling..or inumerable.. I love HIM so much! (:

wow. haven't blogged in ages. lol.
been busy. sch's awesome. yayS! haha.
i feel part of it already. it's so me. but i need to become mugger-ish soon. haha.
the past fews days packed out with Ignite stuff the rest of e week - zion.
i have to say..Ignite..was really great. i mean i dragged myself to go there..seriously. i wasn't looking forward to spending my hols practically the whole day for the whole week attending conferences. it sounds boring already.
but once there..the atmosphere changed me. haha.
it's like saying..what used to be dormant in me..is now once again alive!! haha.
not exactly intending to put in words all my experiences and feelings and stuff like that but..
God was there. and i met Him. like always. He's freed me from stuff. and i'm just loving Him more and more each day! haha.
let me put it in another way..how can u not love someone who gives you 2-in-1 surprises early in the morning?! haha.
oh yes. haha never thought i'd be acting for a sermon. but i did. and it was fun!! haha. it has impact ok. lol.
and then for zion...oh man. haha. carry flag? no. carry banner. not the small cheering kind. the big ones that are just huge. lol. and i had to carry the most important one - the ark of the covenant. haha. no joke okay. so heavy somemore. then must parade down and up church aisle. but nice to serve church. haha. looking forward to more stuff tonight! (:

this new layout looks so emo. whaha. dun care.

ytd had CG outing! FUN!!!! lol. had a good response. 11 ppl turned up! got to give them credit for travelling all the way to east coast... good job! haha.
xinrui and i turned out to be tour guides cos none of them knew how to get to e beach from eunos. hais. so breakfast was at Macs then went to play pool. lol. not me. the guys. and the place was sooooo super stinky..reeked of cigarette smoke. almost puked. but yah i dragged the girls out to take photos instead cos they were feeling queasy too and left the rest inside. walked around..then played foosball...haha so lame ah. hah. so once their pool game timed-out, we biked..or rather they biked while i bladed. i was not trying to be extraded. jeanette said she wanted too as well...): play me out. ): lol. anyway.. manoj was kind enough to pace me all the way....but that turned out to be a bad idea cos the rest tot we were..... well yah. haiyo. blading for an hour felt super good. like i had gone for a run or something. haha. then went biking for an hour towards the other end of ecp. felt great. (: finally..some workout. lol.
strolled over to pp for 'dinch' and took more crappy pics hah...although we din do much the whole time..cos we always took so long to make decisions and eventually the arrows just shoot back to xinrui and me...arh.. and as always...i'll get injured.. i got this 'scratch' on my leg..from riding the bike. at first i tot was a leech bite cos it was in that kind of weird curvy shape and was bleeding..silly me. i only realised once i got home eh...so silly la. but no it was just a scratch. even though it really looks scary. heh...accident-prone man..so ugh. haha
posted to mjc sci. it's amazing how i even made it after they lowered the entry score. so it's only nicolas and me..leaving out sarah and aish ): went to sch today. such a different culture. but i felt more comfortable here..funny. it has abit of cedar culture..which is nice! haha. at least i don't feel so loser when i suddenly start 'wooh-ing' for ppl who go on stage or smthing...cos the rest are doing it too..haha. (: aah. but i miss the rest! so weird without them...hais. sat next to ppl who just din want to talk at all today. it was as if the talk was soo interesting they had to listen to it. eeh. nvm. went to crash tpjc after sch. left after 10 mins. gave me e creeps. i dunno why. it just did. not the building but the people and the environment....so...ee.. how can people live that kind of life???!! *sticks tongue out*

wheee...... it's the last week of sch before march hols!! haha. but then again march hols isn't exactly hols. the week's packed with conferences and doc appointments. raahs. hopefully there won't be any homework from new sch..
just returned from violin exam. i dunno whether i should call it sad case..or wad.. cos after playing my pieces and scales...the examiner gave me grade 7 sight-reading passage and aural tests. like WAD! lol. best part was i din even realise. i was like ''how come the passage so long and complicated? then why the aural qns all dunno how to ans..wad cadence?! how am i supposed to know the chord thing??'' so basically i din answer like half of the qns he asked cos i din know how to. ): went out of the exam room rather depressed cos i knew i screwed it. went straight to my teacher and poured out grief. then the receptionist called saying the examiner wants to talk to me... the poor german examiner..haha he looked so apologetic. he was like ''it's entirely my fault. so sorry. it'll be so much easier now..'' hahah! so retook the sight-reading..so easy la...no positioning no special ornaments to worry about..haha. then the aural haha no rubbish qn to ans.yayS!!
now that it's OVER nth to worry about. yahoo! lol
left my JC life to look forward to and just become some mugger. heh.
excited bout tmr's outing.haha.that is, if there's no sch. go blading..biking..running..etc. CG outing.lol. hope it works out. cos the last 2 times we planned, no one replied and no one went. so wasted. haha.
i'm getting kind of bored of blogging. alternatives?
frustrating eh... ___ go away. dun make me more confused than i already am.