this post is in amendment of the previous one.
so wad i said was wrong.
i din lose the battle.
it's just that i haven't won it yet.
and it's close to the pint of giving up.
but NO!
after todays msg...i can't possibly give up.
it's year of fulfilled promises.
where God's provision shall come in abundance.
in terms of finance, dreams, healing, miracles..etc
how cool is that.
and that we're gna experience tremendous breakthroughs!
i can't wait for that. i need it like.... NOW.
and pst todd affirmed me on my walk.
level of intimacy between you and God can be determined by looking at ur prayer.
how do u talk to God? in petitions and prose? or in the same way friends would speak to one another?
David had a close r/s with God. i mean like ..duh. lol. but see how he talks to God. plain simple questions that he asks. can i go up against the philistines? and then the answer to expect is either yes, no..or just instructions. so there.

after some thought, i realised. i've always felt that speaking so casually in prayer was wrong. cos there is this need for and emphasis on reverence and respect and all. i mean those still hold. but...aiya dunno how to explain. my prayers have never been long and flowery and impressive. seriously. and that has always been my problem. but today i realised it's perfectly alright.abit slow i guess...but nvm. wad matters, is the level of faith and condition of our heart.

thank you Jesus for healing my back!! and for the breakthroughs that are coming my way! (^-^)