it's been a real weird week.
so many things just flew past. (>.<)
kenna scolded by so many ppl for so many different reasons. so weird la.
argh.
FINALLY found new target for PI. managed to do up a pretty nice one. hopefully TWY feels the same way too.....i seriously pray she would.
pretty much an aching week. no time to recooperate after pe and all the lactic acid still stuck in places...and it hurts like dunno wad....!!
barely meeting 5 hours of sleep per day.
forging bonds with caffeine and sour sweets.
snacking crackers during lessons. raahs.
but somehow i never get caught for doing work while sprawled on my table, or slouching over my bag and stuff... it's like i display the most obvious signs of exhaustion and limpness...but nothing ever happens. even if i'm like totally stoning during lessons or lectures...no one realises. they think i'm actually listening intently. my goodness. am i good or am i good? lol.
ok no. sherni better wake up before she lags behind everyone else by 1 chapter.
true enough. i flunked math and chem. well..no one passed actually. and econs..i realised i read the qn wrongly so my whole answer was supporting the wrong side. raahs. wasted.
council elections.
why call it democratic elections when it's afterall a popularity contest?
and gp discussion was like crap.
were humans born good and made evil? or were they born evil straightaway?
and the teacher says................we are all born evil!! oh wow. hi. i was born evil. lame crap la.
why use such a harsh term? how bout..sin nature..that the world totally creates a conducive environment for it to grow? but no. u can't blame society..u blame God. lame _. pollution i'd say.
TL discussion.... we all go through 7 different reincarnations. rubbish.
and i got to sit there like some moron and listen to all this crap.
sit in the canteen..and the whole world is like engaging in serious gossip.
like where can i go? it's everywhere.
and like those extraded ppl in class......... i mean yah..no one can't stand their attitudes...
neither can i....but at least try show them some form of respect la.
i mean even i struggle to accept them...it's not that i totally shun them and stuff.... but it's so hard. ):
God give me a new heart, to love everyone no matter how horrible they may be..cos it was You who first loved us while we were still incorrigible.
i can't go on. it's like your heart is being pulled in so many different directions and u dunno wad to do.
it's so hard to be that perfect example.
i was pretty shocked when i faced the super selfish and jealous side of me. i even questioned myself. like what was i thinking??
apart from all that..managed to finally catch hold of the reach teacher..got myself looped in for weekly classroom attachments at the spastic children's association of singapore. can't wait. sounds so satisfying. (: hopefully this'll get me what i want in future. no wait.first must get As then even think of these stuff.. his. mug 7am to 1am.18hours a day with an active absorbent mind. no rest so stressed. i should be off to sleep. it's 1.30am!