GOD, intervene!

i lost the battle. i LOST the battle.
hopefully it was in will.
but i'm uneased at it.
gotta let go. gotta let go.
no point being upset. no point blaming anyone.
since thursday, it's like one after another sad stuff happens.
and acclaimed emo me, isn't really exceptional in handling such circumstances.
and then comes GOD. all He needs to do is stand next to you and u feel all better instantly.
My refuge. my comforter.
there's hope in knowing i can always run to Him no matter what comes my way. and that He'll always be ready to receive me.
coz He cares!
and just like how we care so much for people...not evryone responds to our love positively.
it hurts bad when u wna help someone but they refuse to be helped.
and it breaks ur heart coz u know what the end-result will be like...if u just let go of them.
so i'm pressing on.
don't care if ppl think otherwise.
cos there are times when leaders get so tired of trying they give up, leave it to God...and then God sends another team of ppl.
i'm just shocked at the level of indifference that is shown.
i mean, how can u not care?
don't u realise something's amiss??

Lord, change his heart. Show him You're real. Show him You love him.
it's been a month. we miss him.
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i have found out what the key i got in a vision in Feb meant - the key to overcome.
it's as if this morning's msg was meant for me or smthing. lol. exactly wad i've been looking for.
so yea. gta use the key. this whole thing falls in line with me being a Debra too.
judge.one in control.overcoming!
interesting how things work out eh.

alrights. back to sch tmr! impact lives! (: