Friday, December 15, 2006

man...camp was awesome!
lol to the extent i had a hangover. heh.
but then after all those encounters and all the running jumping and screaming.....
what follows is a super super irritatingly bad and sore throat.
so annoying ah..now i can't eat all the crap that i've been saving for after camp. hmph.
and cos of the sore throat my whole neck hurts and like wah..super pain ah.
wan to yawn also pain. wad more talk man. somemore i was supposed to lead worship for cell.
oh man. wad more sing. it'll be so pain. T.T
and all that made me miss violin on thurs and i bet mr lee's gna be like so not happy cos well yah..i needed that lesson. so well..got another lesson tmr and i should totally get down to practising it or else i'll just fail the stinking exam again. ;(
haha. somehow if i think about it ah...it feels as if i'm learning this instrument not for leisure eh.
it's like just learn so that i can pass exams and stuff..not fun anymore. i used to enjoy it but now it's coming close to a chore.
trying to make myself forget about exams and enjoy it but it's hard.
well anyways..nothing ever comes cheap or easy.
so yah. gta work hard.
10 days to christmas!! woohoo!
can't wait.
tried to get down to making and writing cards.
but lol i kind of gave up halfway realising they looked like crap. hah!
sometimes these weird stuff pop into my head and make me think..and think..and think alot.
it's like almost everyone who haven't seen me in like many months or years..when they do eventually see me..they're like..woah. you're still the same. u haven't changed much. and like it's not meant to be negative or anything like tat. they just say it.
but then when i go and see people after a super long time...they're superly changed eh. like i look at them and go - " are u..(so and so)" and they're like YEA! and that always makes me feel bad cos like i'm their friend and i can't even recognise them. lol. that's pretty bad alright.
but then when i do closely examine their change and reason for change.... it becomes pretty mismatched. like hello? it totally doesn't suit you! like go figure. i mean like C'MON! gimme a break. be Yourself! not some stinking loser in a horrible disguise. why don't people just get it.
hais. ranting here won't do much to change society. like duh. so well yah. no point.
and here we are. that pretty much sums up the past 2 days. lol
NO! i do not live such a boring life. heh. it's just that if i write all the exciting stuff here the post'll be EXTREMELY long and boring to read. it'll be more fun if you heard it from me yourself. hah.
plus anyway..fun and nice stuff are way too fun and nice to even express in words... toodles~

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