WHY??

why did i even have to meet u in e first place?
or i would have been freed of this feeling.
i act as if i thoroughly hate u and i dun undertand why.
it's funny to imagine a person like me being so like....whatever.
and how to rara? how? not when i'm feeling like this. it's bad.
ok.i like just tidied my area yesterday. but there's like no difference.
except for the extra 2 bags of trash.
but it's still messy.
someone quick take stuff from me!
this year's camp's gna be different. just different la.
din expect this but it happened.
on what purpose i dunno.but it better be good.
hais. the ringing qn of 'WHY!?' but i have no ans to that.
doesn't anyone know e ans. argh. so frustrating. why liddis?
happy but then not happy also. it's like u wished it happened but then also not.
it's a mixed up feeling. no one'll ever know.
i nv dared show any form of feelings cos of the fear of being found out.
obvious. no. not obvious. not at all.
fine i'm slow. but who cares.
i'm hesitant to bear what'll follow.