if only * knew that not everyone's like that. and if only * knew how i felt, and how those words changed my perspective. i guess i'm just not cut out for things like that. and as i said i'll never make it for those aspects. living up to those expectations really will be such a tough thing to do. haiz. * can just dream la. dream and dream and dream. i'm like angry and sad and happy and not-bothered all at the same time. how do u explain that? argh. after exams it maybe. but i've got other stuff to worry about now. but YAYS! exams are over! woohoo! woopee! this is what i call being free..okok not really but still. i can finally tidy my room. lol.