yays!!!~ the first week of O's has finally come to an end.....haha.. only 7 days of papers!!!! totally can't wait till they're over!!

tuesday's chem prac was totally an answered prayer! i can't thank God enough! i told myself..if something familiar didn't come out, i'll be toast! plus my seat was right in front..so i wouldn't be able to see what others were doing and see if i was doing it all wrongly. cos i'm the kind who'll just freak out if something i don't expect comes out... especially for exams..more so for chem! i mean...i stepped into the lab..and i spotted a bottle of PURPLE!! i almost wanted to jump up and down screaming..but no. i was sane enough to just stay silent.

yesterday's lit paper however was like..aah! whatever the school emphasized on didn't even come out at all!!! so frustrating..i mean i felt as if i didn't even study for it cos the questions were like...argh! good thing i focused a bit on the relationships or else i wouldn't have been able to do ANY of the questions...so wasted la!!! i so totally ought to throw away the book..which in fact..i intended to do right after the paper..but i forgot! lol. oh bother.. now just have to count on shakespeare. but since i like that book. it'll be less difficult to study on.

i've been thinking. was finding it, the biggest mistake i've ever made? at first i was all,"yay!!"
but now..it's not exactly doing much good. like i'm getting myself into this big mess..i don't even want to imagine. haiz. it was so fairytale-like.but then again, fairytales aren't true. which tells me that it wasn't real. and that i should just wake up to reality. but oh man, it's so tough....if only..if only...aah..forget it. it'll never happen.
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i wanna know what you were thinking. can't imagine why it didn't even sink in. you'll never know what you've got till it's gone. -tobymac[Gone]