cold cold day
cold weather.
cold heart.

this week had been major interesting.
orientation.
then cca recruitment.
then sch.
it's like my heart kenna bombed so many times this week.
the term's not appropriate i must add...
but it's really how it felt like la.it not always in a negative way....
altho it has a negative conotation to it...
hais.
dunno la.
lit is supposed to help me in expressing myself in words..
but it's so hard..
maybe it's cos i'm refusing to try at this juncture.
well anyhow..
my class ppl are awesome.
except that it's execeptionally big for an arts class..
TWENTYTWO PEOPLE!
not used to it.
i love the cozy small classroom setting thingy.
like 10-12 ppl.
ideal.
less chance of having internal politics and clique problems and outcast problems and stuff..
at least there's no PROJECT WORK to HAUNT ME!
results out this week....
must get D and above for PW.
not expecting an A or a B.
seriously.
haha.
but tamil must get A.
but B's fine too... haha.
but i want my A!
so much for being anti-tamil/indian.
no one believes my writ lang power.
must show them!
haha.

ytd had combined cell - 2.3 plus 4.4
and as usual i went in late.
cos of darn ics. argh.
reached at 3 plus!
and they alr finished intro and stuff..
so they were explaining some icebreaker thingy...
and i was like...CRAP.
i dunno anyone. LOL. except for like 2 or 3..the rest i din know by face or name also..
haha but i managed not to pasang in the end.
strategy!
like real.

i guess today talking to blank wasn't akward as usual.
somehow it was normal.
WEIRD!
i have never talked more than 2 sentences at one go in person.
ohwells.
there's always a first to everything.
somehow i liked it the way it was before.
RAHS.
haha.
but she's nice la.

COLD.
it was a cold day today.





[can't. or more like refusing to get it out.] dang.