perked.

this week was disastrous.
well at least that was how it started off la.

silly camp on wed.
mon did s.k. work.
slept at 330.
tues did s.k. work.
slept at 3.
wed. half dead in sch. x_______x

forget how the camp went man.
more like focus on the debrief.
WASTE OF TIME.
sat there.
was like suan-ing session for (the evil woman who's name i dread to even type).
i think basic courtesy is to give credit to ppl who actually deserve it.
i'm not talking about myself here kay....as in other ppl..
heh...i can survive well without her crediting...which is mostly entangled in sarcasm anyway.
rawr.

and she posed a very wrong rhetorical qn :

• Which area do u think u've grown most in terms of character from ur time in ics and why?

myANS: patience. cos i've got ppl like u to tolerate.

if not for that voice in me that asked me to shutup and remain seated, i would've stood up and screamed at her.

really.
for all the mess and confusion she causes...we get disorientated..confused...we try and find the solution on our own..succeed at it...and then later get scolded again for not doing it right the first time around.
like hello?!?! u messed our plan up! argh.

and for the first time...i realised how scared i was of balloon-popping.
i was traumatised for a couple of hours.
any loud noises sent me running.
and any tiny thing got me highly agitated.
(sorry to whoever i screamed at and threw things at that day ): ......)

it was weird la.
i'm guessing it was due to emotional instability since the start of the day.
it's the only logical conclusion i can come up with.
but haha...it sounds terribly ridiculous.

but there was one thing that made me happy that day...
some kid accidentally crashed into me..
and he just suddenly asked me..who did the drawings on the walls?
i said we all kind of chipped in to help.
he said he liked it alot.
i guess that's enough to warm ur heart, right?

moving on to thurs.
luyi's bdae.
vday.
normal procedures la huh?
din expect to stay in sch till 8.
unplanned.
din get to fulfil the ice cream craving tho.
haha.
thanks for being nice.
good timing.

fri was weird.
major weird.
as in convos that went on, on fri..were weird..out of the ordinary..whacked.
anw. the guys got 1st place for the competition.
darn the sch that copied our idea wholesale. but whatever la.
ended at indian timing once again...late.
went down ps for subway.
i'm beginning to like subway.
haha.
reached home at 1210.
coolness.

slept for 10hours.
shiokness.
did nth the whole day.

sunday services were great.
as in both first and third.

i don't think it was out of line..that i dreamt of floods twice within the week..
in addition to the 2 floods that came up in my house itself.
it was like the whole family mobilised.
and man, my 2nd dream was spastic.
i was out with a bunch of ppl..friends la..but can't rmb which grp of friends..
waves were climbing 3-4 storeys high.. it was madness..
and i was going canoeing.
it's ridiculous!
i was standing at the edge of the walking plank that led out to the sea..
telling the rest..they were bonkers in going canoeing.
but somehow or other..someone threw me into a canoe..and i was in the stupid sea.
bobbing crazily.
capsized.
and i woke up before i drowned.

it was scary.
and real.
and scary.

and when pst yang talked about floods i was like..woah..right...interesting.
haha
and third service...bout the forgiveness thing..
i guess it was smthing i needed after this week's happenings.
get things right again.

and now i check the time and i realised i've been bloging this post for the past 1hour now.
sloooow.
off to meet Jesus and sleeeeeeep.

PE tmr.
yes. can lose fat.
HAHA.
dun kill me for saying that. (you know who u are).





'the person to beat is not in front, but inside.' -some marathon slogan