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i think i must really really miss home-cooked food.
i don't believe i forgo-ed lunching out with wonderful ppl ytd...for grandma's fried rice.
LOL.
haha. it's amazing how i reached home at 1150am from sch ytd.hahah.yeah.
so i stayed and rested till night mtg last night.
and honestly..i was totally lost. i had no idea what she was talking about. or at least what was going on. it just felt weird. like kind of out of place.
maybe it's cos i didn't like pray and prepare myself before coming...and like it was tougher to get into the flow...or maybe it's cos i was tired...
so i decided to just forget about not understanding whatever she was talking about and just get in with God...
and like i have no idea how long i did that but like along the way i found myself staring into a pair of eyes. and at that moment i had no doubt who's they were. it's like..u just know for sure.
they just make ur heart melt...and that assurance and security returns. okay this is just hard to express. lol.

was chatting with a friend in sch..and she was telling me how old people know when they're about to die.and how her grandma waited till her family was in a stable condition and then passed on. and that totally freaked me out.
someone please explain all of that to me..the whys and hows..i'm new at this..

arggh. i'm feeling kind of sick at this moment. it's the system-shutting-down feeling. lol.
probably due to the lack of sleep within the week.
i'ts crazy how i just want to be in a horizontal position throughout the day. haha.
cell later at william's.
and mtg again tonight.
i don't want to be lost again.

donuts.
i said hi and asked a silly qn.