pls dun let it be me. pls dun let it be me. pls dun let it be me. pls dun let it be me. pls dun let it be me. -------------------

this week has been rather i-don't-know-wad-to-call-it.
is it me or am i just getting pissed off with ppl so many times this past week.
tuesday was__
wed was __ ! (this was too much seriously. 5 others felt it too.)
fri sat sun was the same person.
argh.
i think there's a problem with me.

conducted inteviews on wed.
wasn't super fun or anything.
just that it was nice to watch ppl get interrogated 1m away from you.
okay i'm mean. let's face it.

sometimes i wonder if i'm 17++ or 10.
seriously.
do this! why? cos i say so.
as if i'm bothered by wad u say. hw comes before housework..anyday.
i'm told how to comb my hair...wear a hairband...wear my shoes..tie my laces..what to wear..what not to wear...how to arrange my room...etc.
be home by six. WOW.

i blew it today la.
really got me mad.
ruling me like some power-hungry person.
so much for new year more change.
it's new year..no change..back to old school actually.
drats. it bites.

so much pessimism.
so much for gaining wisdom.
and so much for being in a position of leadership
so much for being in a place of influence.

i can't even fight myself.

and then you came along....burst my bubble and walked away like nothing happened.
and i lost another one.
questioning traditional emofication?

i don't emo.
although i have loads to be emo about.
haha.
i go for runs.
fill my sketchbooks.
blast music.
sleep.
guitar.
violin.
chocolate.
pray.
read and read.
do math.

divert the negative energy into something useful.
not always effective. but it's worth trying.

God be my solution.

oh! i got a new cam! (:

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raaaawwwr!