sometimes i wonder if i go to school just to get stressed..being at home's bad enough!! can't stand it already..i totally dread going home after school nowadays.. would any parent ask u not to study when you're studying..just to do stupid housework???! hello..ppl here having test and mugging and u tell them not to study..wad kind of rubbish la..so many times this week i seriously felt like disappearing into some opening in the ground..or some portal in the sky..haha..but yah...can't. just wanted to escape from stuff and go on without the fuss of those stuff bugging you all the time..been feeling really pessimistic about everything except studying..which is rather weird..haha..i'm finally getting the hang of mugging chem and stuff are finally getting into my head..but i keep being stopped just to do stuff around the house.! i want my own room where i can lock myself from the 'outside-of-my-room' world..and just be alone..but i cant..and dunt think i'll be getting one anytime soon enough b4 Os..this totally bites. non-condusive studying areas are found in my house..nothing useful..there has to be a change..!!!!!!!!!!! sick of it...if i could..i'd even say i hate it. i realise why people say home is not as sweet as it sounds..that..is so true now. =((( argh. ugh. shoots.