moving on

all things happen for a reason. it's whether we take it in the right spirit.
and know what? i didn't. for the past 2 weeks..what have i been doing? sulking away.
but did it help? NO. it made things worse. so i learnt my lesson. u end up doing silly things when u take your eyes of Jesus. u lose focus. and u lose common sense. lol. weird but true to a certain extent.
u gradually become no different from everyone out there. and before u know it, u're behaving just like one of them as well. something struck me when i caught myself in that situation. SHERNI WHAT ARE U DOING?! lol.
something william spoke to me today made me think. education was meant for us to glorify God. but what more commonly seen today, is that education makes us lose focus and instead draws us away from Him in such a subtle manner. isn't it scary when u think about it?
fight the current.
the message at service today wasn't something new. but the testimonies he shared were what caught my attention. somehow when a well-known speaker comes and shares..for some reason i don't feel impacted cos i'm like... his relationship with Christ is 'up there' and we're like 'down here'..and so u can't really compare the level of faith. but when someone 'new' comes along and shares.... u can place urself in the person shoes and totally feel the way he feels. and that's when i begin to realise that hey, it's possible to have faith like that. okay, so maybe i've got some warped metality.but whatever. haha.
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The Way You Are
by The Afters

until You came, i was just the same as everybody else
who ever saw the light and turn away
You love me now, You loved me then
now and again, You show me how it would've been
if i'd gone the other way

and after all this time
i've come to find my soul's fragility
but You've rectified my frenzy
by Your strength

it's like the sun's swallowed up by the earth
like atomic bombs in reverse
as if a glass could contain the same
that's the way You are in me
that's the way You are

now here i stand, looking back to how things used to be
but i will never be alone again
coz You're with me
and now i see
what it means to be part of a mystery

and after all this time
i've come to find my soul's fragility
but You've rectified my frenzy
by Your strength

it's like the sun's swallowed up by the earth
like atomic bombs in reverse
as if a glass could contain the same
that's the way You are in me
that's the way You are
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after listening to this song for sooo long...i've finally realised that it's actually really nice. lol.
a song well summed up. (:
okay so i'm like in a super super good mood today. i'll try and stay like this for the rest of this week as well. MUST. don't want to go back to sulky-mode again. booooooo. haha.
thanks to everyone who bothered to try and cheer me up this past week. appreciate it. (:
love u all. (:
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with y.ou next to me the unimaginable becomes a norm. ^-^

sometimes i wonder why we bother to think so much instead of just accepting things the way they come. or is it just me?