so it's only 3 weeks. not 3 months.
like what's the big deal???
and i HAVE a VALID reason.
quote : " i'm quite a reasonable person u know...i'll understand if u have something on"
so much for that.
it seems kind of faint right now doesn't it?
hais.
dun do things to please Man??
DUN PLEASE MAN??
it's mismatched.
and u wonder why i contribute so little.

back to irrational thinking.
EXPEL ME. QUICK.
at least then i'll have a reason to get out.
i dunno what i'm doing.
seriously.
should have just stuck to arts.
it may be tough but at least i wouldn't be hating it so much.
and to make things worse...ppl like barnacles come along.
WHY?
and how is all this making me a better person again?
i'm not wanting an easy way out.
i just want to at least be able to put my heart to what i'm doing.
but i can't even do that now.
it's like, i hate to say this but, impossible.
i wouldn't be having a time problem if i knew wad i was doing.
and if anyone knew me well enough, i'd never miss cell/church for sch by choice.
but i guess some still refuse to.
and that can't be helped.
and so i'll remain silent and not argue my way to victory cos victory never comes in that way.
just stay patient.
and let time pass.

PTM tmr.
i guess my paretns are gna get a rude shock to find out all the stuff teachers are gna say about me.
1. never hands in work on time.
2. not doing well in tests.
3. stoning in class.
4. horrible MYE results.
5. needs to study MORE
6. if she doesn't put in hard work she won't make it through promos.
it was just written all over HER face that day.
thanks alot. thanks alot.
it's not as if no one knows the things i do. come to think about it..my parents already know i hate sch...that i dunno what's gg on, and that i nv do my work. LOL
but still..they know in front of the teacher they have to act as if they don't know and side the teacher in circumstances like that. weird.
so much for enjoy ur jc life.
i'm so loving it. seriously.