days_of_devastation

it's the END of midyear exams.

i'm so toast.
prepare to see.... U U U and U. DD.
yea. haha. CMI.

mummy says i'm mad. put pressure on myself.
but i'm such a slacker student. if there's no pressure then when's the work gonna be done?
so she finally understands i totally hate what i'm doing now. and that i'm just doing this so i can get what i want next time. that is..IF i meet the requirements to get it la. which is like...dunno whether can also...right.

i looked at the exam papers and i was like.... should have studied more.should have studied MORE.!!! argh. i had no idea what i was writing for both chem and bio. i bet the teachers will just laugh at my answers. it's like 10 marks essay qn and i wrote 5 lines or rubbish. (x2) .

i'll just hope i don't see any single digits in my results. exaggerating? nah. it's possible.

and why do people keep scolding me for wearing my old sneakers?? i know i bought new ones but the old ones are so nice to wear. it's like they've went through 3+ almost 4 years with me....means alot. and yes fine...i'll wash it soon! but just not now. can't be bothered.

back to stinking PW and RnR.
my hol tmr..youth day and e-learning days are so...burned. there's mt oral/listening exam tmr. last minute. then there's mt Alvl oral training tmr(this one i MUST go. or i'll REALLY FAIL). then monday..i know there's something on..but i just can't rmb now..tues there's some sch thing again. wed there's Alvl mt oral. ARGH. so fast. i haven't spoken tamil in ages. i mean i feel weird. No. i've got to pass it. it's like 40%? madness.

ICS(or at least only 6 of us) dinner tonight at dunno where. they're gg out for movie too..but i'm sick of watching movies like surf's up and happy feet and all....abit not entertaining and so predictable one. well that's just me. go watch and enjoy if u want. not stopping u. (:

then there's mini 4N(as in really super mini) gathering tmr... just go out and chill..at dunno where..eat ice cream i think..haha. YAY. i miss them. (sorries to hanwei for postponing our outing SO MANY TIMES. my bad.)

can't wait for the weekend. there's cell! there is right?? and then there's church. and monday's a HOliDAy. haha. okays.

it's gna be fun Fun FUN!
and then back to sch. NOOO FUUNN! X(