i guess there's always a reason for everything to happen. but i somehow can't figure out the reason for today's occurences..so weird they were. i seriously din expect my bio results..saded. then came lit..like no improvement. last year i din do one qn and this year when i did all..i got like the same mark..well at least i am confident of my facts and all..need just to work on my applications..hees. but still bad la. i studied. but i guess i should have studied smarter..hmm..but it's hard.. ):. they keep saying our standard already quite low..but then they can't explain why we're all doing below expectations. disappointed. but i guess it's time to get superly serious..and well just study lor..sian. we're already loaded with piles of chem and a maths papers. dunno how i'll be able to finish. ah. need help. God sit next to me now. i need You more than ever. only You can possibly help this numb brain become un-numbed. )):