i seriously seriously superly think there's something wrong with me. i can't seem to delude myself of a silly lingering thought in my head. and that's bad. cos somehow i feel that thought isn't necessary. u probably have no clue about what i'm talking about. and i seriously don't think u would want to know anyway. u would think i'm nuts. but yes it's true. those who actually know call me crazy and stoopid and all the likes. ha. but aaaaahh. i dunno what's going on with me. )):
i wouldn't say it's a bad or corrupted thought. but u know..i don't think one would say it's good either. see. i'm clueless. i dunno. why???!! can't seem to get rid of it. it's quite distracting.. hais~