you..argh

the love the Father gave
you accepted and gained
a step you took and
walked that paved way
till you ran astray


the heavens teared
least you cared
illumination, impeccability
intoxication
fell as bait
you


locked again one fine day
memories
i'd thought had faded away
times of mirth and joy
you re-enact
but mere facades


it cannot be, it isn't true
self deceit hide me
helpless
life carries on, there's no change
the pit beckons you
you sip your cup of brew

have i a say?