sighs

i mean like how unfair can anything get. like we got disqualified last year. and..voom. it happens again!! like ugh. injustice. anyway, how far can a person's arm go just to cross the line??like it's so far away. like if your leg goes past then fair enough..but your arm! that's like too much. and we came in like 2nd!! you know..2nd!!and beat the lousy stuck up BBB person's team! but then when we got disqualified it meant that they..the lousy slow poke runners who possible can't run fast at all..made it through. this is total injustice to all the fast teams..i bet the accusation was due to mere parallex error! so unfair so unfair. i wouldn't even blame the person who kenna 'caught' for so-called cheating. and she felt so bad for letting us down she bought all ten team memebers a bottle of H-two-O each! so nice but..it wasn't her fault. our 10X80m race was down in the deepest ditch. last year was the 10X50m and this year this..aiyo..

and guess what..OAC 's on. and we get 2 days 'hols' this mon and tues..but they pile us up with homework fit for a week..it's like they don't even want us to eeat..sleep..much less go out. how to tahan this kind of things!! cedar= be always prepared to face piles of hw! so not a nice equation but well..that's reality(according to me).

today, went for career exhibition at suntec. was not exactly how i expected it to be..the talk was fine but i practically got lost in the humongous exhibition hall for the university things. firstly i didn't have any plans of the future for myself so i didn't know where to start. and there i was with hanwei and yvonne who were hungry and wanted to leave earlier. like yah..i was hungry too but i didn't want to leave so early..but guess what? my stomach and all the noises it was amking dragged me out of there...towards..fish and co. ha. like it was my first time eating there and like it was so totally YUMMY!!! aahhh..the taste still lingers in my mouth..the tender fish, the fried-to perfection-fries and seasoning and the nice refreshing water to cool your throat..a bit on the ex side but who cares? it definitely was well worth it and guess what? my parents didn't mind a bit about me spending the money..they themselves have decided to give it a try themselves..ah..i just love that feeling. =)))

so here i am now. a bit woozie from all the walking and eating. and still feeling alittle lazy and definitely not in the mood to do hw..must go practice violin and scales and just get ready for tmr's lesson..and...BAKE BROWNIES!..ah.i hope i don't burn them all tmr again at gerry's place like i did at home..oops.)

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