argh..man, i can't stand those uk examiners. look so nice, smile as though we play so wonderfully..talk so nicely..then give us crappy marks. ah. i put my hope in this and now it's trashed. sick. i mean why can't they all come from the same standard and mark based on the same standard. some are so nice and the rest are all so eee-yer.. so super super strict. how then do we find out our true standard if the mark keeps fluctuating.. so unfair!!!!!!!!!!! i totally feel like dropping this whole thing..so irritating ah..pay so much..then so lousy..

well..we'll see the true verdict tmr.. and i wonder what'll mr lee say about wad i got.. i bet he''ll mention abt me not practising enough. lol.

and today, like wow, went shopping. like real only. more liked walked around aimlessly carrying bags of lousy quality and style-less products which weren't even mine. practically wasted my time. i can safely and truly say that i hate shopping. call me nuts, but yes..i hate shopping. like wad's the point in walking around till your legs hurt and still not know wad to buy? and wad's the point in walking around when whatever you choose is never going to be what you'll get?(especially if u go wif smone who is not willing to buy anything which isn't to his/her liking) i mean come on la..it's not you who's gonna own it wad! and the worst part is when they put your stuff last on the list and go everywhere else b4 going to buy your stuff..by then u're too tired to even browse thru racks! and then u brush it aside and go home..an unfulfilled day out.

i hate shopping. even if i go myself.. i'd be too lazy to carry all the stuff and go around choosing stuff and paying and see all the cash run out so fast. i'd rather stay home and watch baseball or soccer. at least it's entertaining.

i'll never make it with all the girl stuff.

and i don't think i'll ever survive the shopping trip for buying that prom dress. i might as well not go to the prom.